FriedRice2dollar's Xanga

Monday, December 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 19:51:48 GMT

I'm going to be in Indianapolis this week, coming back on friday. Won't have a computer there, so call me if you want to talk. Somewhat late now, but I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and got satisfactory gifts. And Happy New Year everyone.

Monday, December 19, 2005

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 22:26:50 GMT

Hmmm... got bored of old bg. I made this one when i was bored over summer.

I'm back in Naperville, for the next 4 weeks, so in case anyone misses me lots, they have a month of time to visit or hang out. Looks like i'll be bored all month -_-

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 16:32:46 GMT

Hmmmm... got math and chem finals tmrw, physics finals on thursday, and here i am, checking xanga. That's all i have to say for now, except that i need azn food soon before i go smash in a window to that sushi place, and purchase a few boxes of food. Dunno why i'd smash in that window when the door's next to it. Maybe just to emphasize the craving for azn food that i have. Then if the storeowner knows that I need azn food, I won't have to pay for damage. Yeah... that sounds like a good plan...

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Sat, 19 Nov 2005 18:01:22 GMT

Whoa!? What's w/ this new fang dangled xanga editing stuff? Yeah, i've been away for too long... i miss you xanga... |looks around cautiously|...

|hugs monitor|

I'm back in Naperville, again. I sound so negative when i talk about this place, it may be because i've lived here for 10(?) years and i'm just didn't feel like comming back after only 3 weeks in Chambana. Or maybe because i've lost contact w/ most of the ppl back here, and if i call them now, it'll just be as if they're some kind of backup plan for when i'm bored out of my f-ing mind. Most likely because my parents want me to sleep before 12, when i'm already used to sleeping at 2-3ish. Need to get out of the house. Yep, i guess that's basically why i don't feel like comming back. I'm sure i'll start feeling homesick sometime in, hmmmm... graduate school, maybe. It's not like i'm sick of my parents, i guess i'm just accustomed to college now.

Speaking of college, it's been great, great times so far. 1st semester is basically an elevation of senior year, where now u skip days instead of first two periods, pull all nighters routinely, and get drunk every day. Last one doesn't apply to me, of course. I've come to my conclusion on alchohol- What's the point? I guess it's ok to get wasted for a bit if something nasty happens, but what's the point in getting completely hammered every other day? The only reasons i've seen to drink was to 1) Meet ppl easier, as everyone's more open when they've had a few shots, 2) Have crazy times w/ good friends, but u can do that w/out alchohol, so that one doesn't count. Of course, sober ppl don't run around yelling all night pissing all over the place and generally being extremely halarious ppl. As long as they don't bring the conversation up to u, drunks are the funniest ppl to watch. And that's all i can think of.

I think that's sufficient enuf of a post. I wonder what i'm gonna do all week, most likely go to Mitsua's w/ meijun, and then pwn her bros in DDR. One of whom has AA'd Breakdown... i may be in for a challenge.

Monday, October 17, 2005

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 04:09:24 GMT

Hmmm... looks like i'll be changing my password now.

Besides that, nothing's been going on, nothing that i feel like writing on here, right now anyways.
-still looking for that island
college owns u, the end.
-without society's constrictions
i wonder how my password got out in the first place. i think i forgot to log out when i went back home last time. Stupid steph. Or stupid me.
-yet i wish i could remain like this, forever
k, i should post something significant soon, but i've been very non-emo lately, and have been enjoying myself here immensly.

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 12:50:05 GMT

Bring me your problems, worries, woes, if you want. I'm too carefree to realize the importance of my own, and i feel like I'm missing something. I will always have time to listen, as time is all I have, for i'm completely lacking in any money and wisdom.

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 04:55:08 GMT

Follow me,
Baby, I won't let you leave if you believe in me,
And I always set you free from all those yesteryears,
But you don't know how much, I got belief in you.

Sorry... just have that song stuck in my head, mainly because me and Meijun were singing it all afternoon long as we further created our perfect world.

I noticed something about me... I don't do anything if i'm not completely sure that the outcome is as i predicted. Even though this only applies for huge events in life, i'll still apologize right now for any nudges that i took too long to interpret, and for future motivations i may need to recieve from you before i make up my mind.

A short post, only because all the things i want to say, i dunno how. And school's incredibly boring... i've fallen asleep in about 90% of my lectures, 10% of are woken up by explosions in physics and staying awake by sketching in class.

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 21:39:06 GMT

Um... Mei-Jun's forcing me to update -_- she's threatening not to help me finish the box of popsicles i snatched from the cafeteria. So...

It's times like these when i'm hungry and the sky outside is cloudy, that i think of just yesterday when i could walk home at night under the starry sky munching a sweet apple contently. Morale of the story : I'm listening to Chinese radio and i am surprised that jackie chan sings. And i wonder why a radio station labeled as "Chinese Rock" plays all these slow pop songs... i'm quite disappointed. WTF is this?

Yeah, i am going to get some food. Maybe go steal another apple from Meijun and Shan Shan's fridge.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 01:58:42 GMT

I just got an urge to update w/ this statement:

I'm not the type to be afraid to sit when everyone's standing. You will probably see me looking up when everyone is looking down. I may have my mouth shut when everyone else's is open. I am most likely still questioning while others have already accepted. If everyone's still clutching to something, I've might already have thrown it away. When everyone's drunk, i'm not afriad to be the only one sober and drinking water. And while everyone else jumps in the car, i will definetly jump on top of it.

Of course, I know that i'll get made fun of, beat up, looked down upon, and hurt inside and out, but that's the way I want to live, and I'll live by way I want. Alright, my ranting is over.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 01:39:54 GMT

I have died... but school starts tmrw, so i should probably find myself after three nights of continuous partying. College is very kickass so far, especially this one. I'm definetly at the right place. I'm thinking about joining this frat across the street, good people, lots of parties, and somewhat strict about grades.